AM I READY FOR A CHANGE?????

its been almost 3 years since the last time that i have seen my parents. It is because they work abroad. we make sure that we talk at least 3 times a week tho, just to keep everyone updated. I got used to our kind of relationship, it has been like it for as long as i can remember, but everything is about to change.

my mom is going back home and i am so excited! i mean, who wouldn't be if you havent seen them in years right? but on the other hand, i am also anxious. all these years ive been living with my brother who is 2 years older than i am but acts like he is 10 years younger than me! so i pretty much live my life without any supervision.
anyway, i just cant imagine my life, from being a laizzes faire type to having watched and manipulated 24/7. mothers are made to annoy their children! its a fact that everyone have to deal with. Good thing i skipped 20 years of it. haha!

i love going out with my friends at night, mostly clubbing and flirting. haha! and it is a part of me that my parents dont know. they still think of me as their "innocent baby girl" so hushhh readers! its our little secret. :P

its going to be a pretty huge adjustment for me, i am in a great need of a lifestyle modification. i think its for the better. Time had been so unfair, it didnt give me the chance to get to know to my parents so im willing to try and make things work out between me and mom. and i will give my best shot. :)

Hoooray! its HAllows eve

Halloween is probably one of the most celebrated holiday all over the world.
it is the time of year when people wear spooky costumes and children ran along the neighborhood, knocking on doors to get candies and toys.
it was not that long ago when they first introduced Western Halloween in the Philippines. I dont even remember trick or treating when i was a kid and we dont wear witch and princess costumes. taking a long walk to the cemetery to visit the graves of relatives who passed away, making balls out of melted candles, offering flowers and prayers, and telling ghost stories. this is how i remember celebrating Holloween. one word "BORING!"

But its different now that im older and living in the City.We still visit the graves, but at night, the real fun begins! Good thing there are Club parties where we can wear spooky yet cute and foxy costumes and have fun, drink bloody mary and socialize with different kinds of people.

Here are some pictures from one of the most bewitching night <3>

we went bar-hopping. Our first destination was Club embassy. there were too much people and the line's really long. but its okay tho, i still enjoyed it just by looking at people with unique costumes. i saw a fat guy dressed as Kung-fu panda and a gay guy as Dora the explorer. lol. they look so funny. :P

then after a few hours, we went to Fiama. the crown and the music is way better.
we even get to see local celebrities in their ridiculous costumes. :P

our last stop was club bureu, it was my first time to go to this club. and its not
that bad.

it was such a great night, i had a lot of fun. i wish halloween 2009 will be
much more exciting. happy Hallows eve everyone! <3

The day the bitch got high!

my best bitch and i went to Club Embassy last night.
she picked me up at about 11 pm, asking me to bring some ice
and the Bacardi cup we stole from the gray one social event. haha!
she brought a bottle of vodka, with about 40% alcohol in it.

as soon as we parked bumble bee (my friends car)
we opened the bottle of vodka and begin our drinkin session. :P
i only drank like half of my bacardi cup, damn straight! no chaser.
while my friend, drank about 2 cups. at first she was like
"ugh, it only has 40% alc, drink some more!"

after we finished drinking, we went to the club
and as soon as we entered the main room.
the vodka hit my friend! she was so drunk and its
obvious by the way she walks. hahaha! she danced so wild
and i laughed histerically! its fun seeing her like that. :P

shes too drunk to focus the camera.lol

levetation!

vodka still in action. were on our way to the parking lot and she couldnt walk no more.
and ugh! i adore those ultra high shoes.

still trying to get herself in the car. :)
shes an awesome bitch! lol

HAir disaSTEr!

the weather today has been really great! its sunny yet the wind is cool and refreshing. :)
as planned, i went to the salon and had my haircut. i browsed a few magazines to choose
some style. after a few minutes, i finally found the style that i wanted.

its pretty basic. i just want some soft layers in the front. i made it clear to the stylist that i still want it long. so he asked me as to how much hair he should cut and i told him that i only need a trim and half an inch is enough.

i was reading a magazine when he started cutting my hair. i gave him instructions so i thought everything is fine. but after i finish an article from the magazine. i looked on the floor and so strands of my hair, long ones! it looks like he cut about 3 inches of it! wtf!? i gave him clear intructions!

so i just sit there, trying to burn him with my stare! i wanna punch him hard on the face!
but i have to contain myself, there are too many people getting their haircut and i dont wanna make a scene. and besides, he cut it already! i have no choice but to wait for it to end..and hope that it looks good after.

so i tried to focus my anger on something else. i grab a few more magazine on the table and secretly tear pages of it! ha! thats what you get when you mess with me. they have no idea because im doing it under this cloth that they put over you?! i think you guys no what i mean. :P

well anyway, to cut the story short. he finished his job and im pretty happy about the end result.
well good thing he does! otherwise, il refuse to pay and i will bitch about my hair...hehe.

ill try and look for a pic of my hairstyle. i lost my camera so i cant put a pic of myslef here. :(

i wish everyone is having a great weekend!
xo

Back to Black

Today, i was supposed to go to the mall and eat lunch,
do some shopping and bring my dog with me since its a pet-friendly place.
but my perfect little plan for my weekend didn't happen because of the bad weather.

i decided to make some new plans just to make the most out of my day.
last week, i bought some hair dye because im planning to change my hair color.
it is light brown as of the moment and im getting tired of my look
so why not change it now?!

I had a little help from our house keeper.she did a really good job!
my hair is so black and shiny! im lovin' my new look


hopefully, the weather will be better tomorrow so i can go to the hair salon and get a new hairstyle as well.

its been weeks since my dearest friend left.
she went back to the united states, probably staying there for good.
i still remember the look on her face as she walks close to me and hugged me for the very last time.
then she whispered: "no goodbyes karen, well see each other soon". i closed my eyes tightly, trying hard not to shed a tear but as soon as she and her family walks into the airport door. my tears run into my face and i feel so warm all over. i cant contain my emotions anymore so i went back to the car and let it all out. its just so sad....

its been a really tough month for me. a lot of not-so-good things happened
and i feel like i havent been myself lately. i get so irritated over the littlest things and end up crying about it. i just miss you sooo much sasha!!!! :"(

i <3 Alice burdeu

a few weeks ago, i began watching Australia's Next Top Model on youtube and realize how much America's next top model suck! it is way more entertaining, the challenges are pretty cool, they follow the girls in the top model house, so they see how the girls behave, they know who the bitch and the underdogs and take it into consideration when they are judging. unlike, ANTM well perhaps they do follow the girls behind the scene but still, the bitches remained bitches and no one cares! i mean top models should have the looks of course, but personality and attitude counts as well. another thing, i think AusNTM just found a diamond in the rough... there are girls in in both shows who have been signed in great agencies such as elite,ford, etc... but they havent done anything big in the fashion industry until today.... but this girl named "alice burdeu" who won Australia's next top model cycle 3 is now successful..i mean, shes really really BIG now!

Alice Burdeu landed in 2 vogue magazines already which is awesome! Burdeu has also recently had a string of editorials and advertorials coming out over the past month. This has included a three page advertorial for Mondial Jewellers in Australia and a cover of Harper's Bazaar supplement. She has also appeared on the Malaysian edition of Her World Magazine. Not to be outdone, Burdeu got her first US magazine cover from Verse Magazine, appearing in the January 2008 issue.

she was in variety of runway shows in New York Fashion Week Fall 2008, which included Catherine Holstein, ThreeasFour, Rachel Comey, Charlotte Ronson, Lyell, Proenza Schouler, Koi Swannagate, Tory Burch, Shipley & Halmos, Marchesa, Marc Jacobs, Rad Hourani, and Willow.
she was successful at London Fashion Week,
booking shows such as Luella, Giles Deacon and Christopher Kane.
Milan shows included Moschino Cheap&Chic, Pollini, Daks, D&G, 6267, Jil Sander and Dolce & Gabbana.
She have done several shows in Paris for her first season (Fall/Winter 2008),
including Anne Valerie Hash, Cline, Maison Martin Margiela, Louis Vuitton, Dries Van Noten, Ann Demeulemeester, Sofia Kokosalaki, Rue de Mail, Lanvin, Alexander McQueen and opening Jean-Charles de Castelbajac.

Alice appeared in the Fall/Winter 2008/2009 ad campaign for Dolce & Gabbana diffusion line,
D&G, in London with top photographer, Mario Testino

alice is signed n with the top agencies all over the world,
Priscilla's Model Management Australia
Elite Model Management in New York City
Mannequin Studio in Singapore
Why Not Model Agency in Milan
Silent Models in Paris and
Models 1 in London

Proenza Schouler

Rue du Mail

Sophia Kokosalaki

Louis Vuitton

Moschino

Marc Jacobs

Giles Deacon

Jean-Charles de Castlebajac

Lacoste

Lanvin

Alexander Mcqueen

Anne Demeleumeester

Celine

D&G

D&G

She was considered as a part of the Top 10 Newcomers of Fall/Winter 2008, touted to be one of the rising stars of the high-fashion world. Her profile has also been added to New York Magazine, strengthening the fact that she is one of the rising stars of the fashion world.

isnt she amazing???