its been weeks since my dearest friend left.
she went back to the united states, probably staying there for good.
i still remember the look on her face as she walks close to me and hugged me for the very last time.
then she whispered: "no goodbyes karen, well see each other soon". i closed my eyes tightly, trying hard not to shed a tear but as soon as she and her family walks into the airport door. my tears run into my face and i feel so warm all over. i cant contain my emotions anymore so i went back to the car and let it all out. its just so sad....

its been a really tough month for me. a lot of not-so-good things happened
and i feel like i havent been myself lately. i get so irritated over the littlest things and end up crying about it. i just miss you sooo much sasha!!!! :"(